tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20638676424556182722012-01-28T09:52:42.835+08:00Whatever comes our way, whatever battle we have raging inside us, we always have a choice, It's the choices that make us who we are, and we can always choose to do what's right.ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.comBlogger661100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-33819876768380818112011-07-15T21:10:00.002+08:002011-07-15T21:40:54.017+08:00

lets see the last time i checked in was in April, so much has gone by.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------been promoted, and transferred. to ops team. no its not a very glamorous place but its police work nonetheless.have experienced working with them for 2 mths. cant say i really like it nor can i really say i dislike it. it just that i feel

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its been very long.sorry for the long delay.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------PO's life is abit like living on the edge.sometimes its easy, often its not.perhaps a good time to reveal my life story.go on cry me buckets of tears when im done.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- im the elder son

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been busy with NPC life to blog much. and i cant blog much about NPC life as its all under OSA.but I'll blog what i can.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------somewhere, somehow, some part in your life you'll find that your parents stop being the fountain of knowledge, they stop being the spiritual cleansing well that you can wash the sins off your

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-65558046469217080052011-01-15T03:01:00.004+08:002011-01-15T03:41:03.306+08:00

that day ubin cycling was an eventful one...So this is how the story wentI met someone by accidentThat blew me awayThat blew me awayIt was in the darkest of my daysWhen you took my sorrow and you took my painAnd buried them away, you buried them awayAnd I wish I could lay down beside youWhen the day is doneAnd wake up to your face under the morning sunBut like everything I've ever knownYou'll

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new year... past year(read: life thus far)review coming right up!--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------my life up till this points have lots and lots of regrets... met alot of brick walls....if i have a chance to go back in time i would have told the girl i liked, and still like her that well, i like her, and i would grab on to the chance and not

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-84715017214364909962010-12-12T14:35:00.002+08:002010-12-12T16:40:36.800+08:00

4 months since last post...whats changed?lots...-------------------------------------------------------------------------------where do i begin?honestly i dont know...when you constantly find things not going your way... and therefore you rage at nothing, everything and everyone... and then you see more things not going your way...you are blind, blind to not see that you are the problem not

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dead tired after shift 2 of deployment... tml morning will be going for shift 1...-------------------------------------------------------------------------------the need to love someone... to hold her as i fall asleep at night... to dream of her... to make every moment of my life revolve around her... to tell her everyday no matter how tired i am that i still love her and she beautiful...yes I'm

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first off welcome back... sorry for the 4 long months of hiatus... booking in and out of SPF life weekends are precious... so was gaming on my 360...secondly i was actually going to wait till 8th to post this but what the hell... might as well be now or never...-------------------------------------------------------------------------4 long months since my last posting... shortly after in early

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time passes very fast for us.with the blink of an eye 1 month has passed since i enlist.do i start this post with my thoughts on my personal life, my squad mates or my scouts?lets just go with what comes to my mind first.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------when things happen, accidents happen, parties involved always try to look the other way.pretend

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pre-enlistment plan, phase 1, movement A:its official. i failed my pilot compass test.so now will have to wait for my WSO FTR.did apply for C3 and UAV.will have to see how it goes.----------------------------------------------------------------------pre-enlistment plan, phase 1, movement B:so i have finally gotten the campfire committee moving.the force needed is huge.but the inertial of the

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847 points.not easy to squeeze out of all the crappy activities you all had last year.i had to squeeze and cheat my way out so that you all can get FCS silver.but then i look at my campfire committee now its horrible.ventures, scouts and guides all not communicating with each other.why has it become like this?is it because i try to appease everyone too much?is it really that hard to talk with the

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-31582590718502650782010-02-03T12:03:00.004+08:002010-02-05T21:48:09.007+08:00

yesterday received Air Force Recruitment Centre's letter.i failed my Pilot COMPASS test.however i am asked to go take WSO FTR COMPASS tomorrow.so i guess its still ok i think.still will get to fly, abet not in control of the plane.---------------------------------------------------campfire committee.more and more tired of their whining and small little insecurities.already told them i want 100%

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-45422964278208125102010-01-31T19:32:00.003+08:002010-02-05T21:48:02.928+08:00

hey.you would have started working your last shift at sakae by now.when you breathlessly came up to me just now and tell me that it was your last day today. deep down inside im happy.im happy because i wont see you again.it sounds weird but true. im happy cos i wont see you at work anymore.its true.not that i dislike you but its the opposite.im attracted to you.however you're already attached,

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hey.hows' everyone been?nothing much happened since last post.works been the same. scouts been the same. though im not that emo now i still have my quiet moments to contemplate life.-------------------------------------started working at kiosk since last week. its good but at times its boring and the margin for error is very small. this is due to the fact that its all about cashiering and 1 small

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-43454107095069049182009-12-30T23:37:00.003+08:002009-12-31T01:04:49.742+08:00

been awhile since i updated.RSAF called me regarding my application for pilot/reserve pilot.asked me to go for a test next week 6th jan.will update on that when i can, if i can.but is there such a thing as reserve pilot?weird...wish me best of luck anyway.-----------------------------------------------------------just been home after jing2x band concert.as her band-mates were saying how much

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-11882934320600195352009-12-17T00:33:00.006+08:002009-12-17T01:18:39.257+08:00

woah...woah woah woah woah...WOAH!!!!WOOHOO~!!!fucking ingrate...out-fucking-standing.you ever wonder why you guys are in shit?ever?its simple actually...WHY SO SERIOUS?!?!?!?!you let so much rules and regs slip that the reason that the reason you guys are in shit was that you have degenerated to the same level as them. theres no start and no end to the dark. you turned off the light

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-49836661576783179272009-12-11T00:54:00.003+08:002009-12-11T01:42:18.463+08:00

life is just like a game.a fucking boring game.no matter where you go, whatever shit you do.the same thing happens.like clockwork.like a game.different levels.same enemies, same weapons, same scenario.just different locale.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------i go to work.wasnt late.but got scolded for nothing by manager.i didnt complain.i serve customer

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-50841178189967707442009-11-29T00:04:00.006+08:002009-11-29T02:31:57.201+08:00

people say i have leadership qualities and skills. i beg to differ. i say all i have is a gut feeling and a damn loud voice.and then loyalty. what exactly does it mean?to different people loyalty means different thing. thus for me to demand loyalty from others is almost a crime. only dictators and tyrants do that.that's why Ive been rethinking my actions recently.its not right for me to ask

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-55609283323238424772009-11-17T17:47:00.002+08:002009-11-17T19:02:22.995+08:00

not much change from the last post. just that i have to reinstall my firefox. caught up with greys anatomy. currently watching kampfer anime only. manga wise still the same.not doing much with my xbox. cos i dont have the cash to get modern warfare 2. so I'm hoping my parents will get something for me since Ive graduated poly officially.but then again they are not those who would reward their

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-35503557536447811552009-10-30T01:09:00.006+08:002009-10-30T02:35:47.360+08:00

still.fence sitting. no good. feels like crap-tastic peice of fucking shit.no open house just ended. in my humble opinion. was like a fucking piece of FUBARed shit.but then again. opinions are like assholes. everyone has got one.also hindsight is always 20/20.still no work yet. parents nagging. good sign i guess. they still care.the remainder of this post will be metaphoric with some obvious

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blogging. at the unearthliest hour. i believe thats a new word i just invented.where should i begin to chronicle the life i had since the last blog post?i wonder.--------------------------------------------------------------------------ok so i have got a 360 elite. yeah its black and all. but i only have 2 games now. Gears of war 2 and Halo 3: ODST. completed both on easy and finished legendary

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wow. first back-to-back blog post in a long long time.after visiting the T2 outlet just now. doubts racked my mind. rankling its chains. spreading confusion around. conflicting with my thoughts and my feelings.---------------------------------------------------------------------lets not kid myself. yes i have to admit that joanne looks nice. and I'm having thoughts about going back Sakae to work

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hey. I'm back. to bitch.yeah. thats what i have been doing recently anyway. bitch 'bout this and that.hindsight's a bitch too. why does it have to be so perfect at 20/20?--------------------------------------------------------------------------------naive. so naive of me. its hard for a cheetah to change its spots.honestly. don't push it punk. had to impulse to physically harm you for a long

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im back. as usual. haven been here long and this place reeks of dust. too long since i last updated. seems like no one misses me.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------what ive feared most has happened. no one seems to notice it happening. no one seems to care. no one but me.seems to me that the thing im talking about is dying and all i can do is

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life...its a 1 shot thing, we dont have a second chance, we dont really have much choice regarding the hand that life deals us...man...in our age long conquest of all the worldly possessions...be it fame...fortune...or power...for all the other things that we fight for...at the end are they all worth dying for?the 1 thing that we always dont conquer in the end is our health...dreams...are worth

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-74091735564543878712009-08-13T22:59:00.003+08:002009-08-13T23:10:24.341+08:00

FYP period extended...cos lecturers not happy with my work output... says not up to year 3 standard...very very displeased with the decision lor... felt its unfair...BUTwhat to do?suck it up and then fuck off lo...what to do?ive been studying since last year... no real holiday breaks in between....from taking modules to SP4 then to FYPJ then IHIAPspan 1 whole year le...tired... then thought that

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should have seen it coming...utterly disappointed...all i had to do was to keep my whole day free... my whole freaking day...i dont want to talk to anyone now...i dont want to understand...cos there will be alot of "blah blah blah blah blah" and im dont want to hear that...so what if its unfair if i dont listen to all ur excuse... cos excuses are like assholes... everyone has got one...and im too

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-60518653630464897342009-08-07T21:27:00.006+08:002009-08-07T21:59:03.411+08:00

today is the day...the last day...the final hours slip away...19 years of hardship, pain, joy and laughter...they all fade away...add another year to the sum...and 20 it shall be...yet at the cornerstone of my life...all i ever feel is sadness...for the people i had offended, sorryfor the people i had disappointed, sorryfor the people who expected alot out of me, sorryyet for all the "sorry" i

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i sometimes ask myself why do i keep trying...why do i keep getting up and keep fighting... keep trying...how would u feel if u had tried and tried to do... yet fail and fail over and over and over and over again?how?how do you sleep knowing that ur FYP is screwed and u can hardly do it?how do u get up and go to school each morning knowing that u dunno where to start to work on ur project?how do

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-37813597829416372552009-07-18T12:36:00.003+08:002009-07-18T14:33:29.852+08:00

its not happening right....my supervisor said i was taking my own sweet time to do my proj...ok... fine...u haven asked abt how i was doing...u didnt even see the problems i faced....for some graphics the designer pass me i have to try and load it 9 times...9 TIMES....asked why i was doing more work in my last FYP?simple i have a team mate who can help me when im stuck... now i only got me alone.

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-25447092757554174432009-07-02T22:38:00.002+08:002009-07-02T23:20:09.165+08:00

mid project presentation today...i think i did the least out of the whole FYP lab... play and do too much dumb stuff in lab le...and then received a warning letter for being later 14 times and missing for alot of times... and also i missed alot of milestones... but then the milestones are really abit unrealistic le... also dunno if i can say that mah... later get more demerit points...haiz...

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nope it isnt right at all... im happy...im happy...me...i also dunno why....im jus happy...happy at what?i have no idea...maybe cos im thinking of good things to come?probably... going to plan for a campfire next year... hopefully im around then...im probably happy that i finally had a meeting with my PLC a few days ago...ok lets be frank i have no idea why im happy but im jus happy...the normal

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-2271299792996017122009-06-13T23:00:00.005+08:002009-06-14T22:50:01.469+08:00

NMNHNLM...No Money No Honey Nobody Loves Me...thats my life now...running out of money to use soon...no income but overspending... alot...and im running out of excuses...im running out of excuses to tell myself that my current situation is fine...its not fine... its far from fine...but i cant show its not fine... cos who'd believe me?who'd help me?who'd pity and care for me?im jus like the guy

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-27216437982820045812009-06-10T01:20:00.003+08:002009-06-10T02:07:17.092+08:00

things haven been really going well...please... dont try to understand me... cos u dont... stopjus STOP...stop understanding me...stop pretending to know what im thinking...stop acting like u know what i'll do next...jus stop doing that...STOP...stop telling me the obvious...stop telling me what i could or could not do...STOP TELLING ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE...im sick of it...i am here today is

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things have changed...we've come too far to just fail now...thursday saw some of my comex flyer frens in NYP... they look as if they hardly recognize me anymore...today jus returned frm 3 days of training camp...3 days of shitty undisciplined rubbish of a camp...sec1s were a total rubbish... never seen a batch thats as bad as them...now is jus tired...on a high note its time to reveal somethings

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including the good thing that has happened to me thus far called Sakae Sushi...life has been tough...unfair...unforgiving...but if i would to pick... working at Sakae Sushi T2 Changi Airport would be one of my top picks to the finest moments in my life...it would be the pinnacle of my life thus far...heres a count down to the last day of my life as a SVC crew at Sakae Sushi Terminal 2 Changi

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-79761098237508896552009-05-30T22:59:00.002+08:002009-05-30T23:06:40.144+08:00

1. Who tagged you to do this quiz ? Valerie 2. Name some good points about him / herFriendly 3.Name some bad points about him / her.Blur_______________________ 1. What class are you in ?DET06/06 2. Name all your best friends .everyone who i dont hate 3. Who is your favourite girl in class ?not applicable... almost no girls in class 4. Who is your favourite boy in class ?it will default to me on

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-6451801323999595152009-05-30T21:37:00.005+08:002009-05-30T23:08:26.048+08:00

wow...where to begin?ubin cycling trip was a total cluster fuck...how can a day that begin so well end so horribly?frak...the numb nuts of those sec 1s really makes me very angry... never ever seen such a group of unruly and DF to the core grp of sec 1s...leadership problems? PLC problem? or jus problem with the sec 1 them selves...fricking epic... today i jus reach pulau ubin i need to apply

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i guess when ur with shit u cant expect much...and u can never expect shit to change...half expected this thing to turn out this way... yet i choose to see the good in my parents, my family... to not touch my ration for tml's trip...well fuck me if they'd change...they wont fucking change a fucking bit in 10 fucking years...how to expect them to change now?silly me... could have avoided this but

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shit... 3 more months of the same room... same lab...jus different shit...this time round really for sure have to do facebook app...3 team mates 2 designers... so far not much to complain abt but then again its only day 3 of week 1...today is qingyuan's birthday so happy birthday to you~! lol...hmmm... been thinking abt some scouts related stuff... jus found out alot of the current year 3 batch (

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-1800735734251153692009-05-25T00:33:00.003+08:002009-05-25T01:45:46.529+08:00

it is done... alot of it actually...fri finished my FYP... first playable game i had in 3 years... then went on to have steamboat....was exceptionally fun and enjoyable... too bad the night couldnt last longer... if i had a chance to do FYP all over again... i'd pick u all to me my fellow FYP-mates without a moments hesitation...sat have scouts... did a whole day of team work activities... but

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-29824746404564971012009-05-22T00:41:00.003+08:002009-05-22T13:07:58.171+08:00

crap... tuesday presentation was crap...today was also another crap day... freaking bugs everywhere...tml is re-presentation... have alot of improvements since tuesday's problem... but too bad marks are all set liao...cant change...yes finally last day tml... abit sad cos its an end to some nice partnership... happy cos its the end of some irritating ones too...alls well ends well i guess...

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-50141390121965096642009-05-18T00:17:00.006+08:002009-05-18T10:03:08.946+08:00

no its not a crime scene...nor is it a cause of death... its the trio of us who got pinked today at ubin... all wasnt so bad...mine was the lacerations part...the braking wire of the rented bike is alittle broken with some strands of metal wires sticking out of it... and as i cycle, it kept slicing into the inside of my right ankle... then on the last stint of the recce trip today we went to

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-50763158169639220422009-05-15T11:16:00.004+08:002009-05-18T02:17:44.361+08:00

day 2 and counting...its not the first time.... wont be the last time...all these has happened before... and it will happen again...as long as 1 day she dont learn... history will repeat itself...i wont call u as failed parents... for i haven been one myself and am thus not fit to judge...but thus far all u have brought to me is setback after set back...i worry abt my

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-14146271930949587842009-05-11T13:13:00.004+08:002009-05-12T10:01:39.037+08:00

final scene from Matrix Revolutions:Agennt Smith:"why Mr Anderson? why, why why, why do you do it? why, why get up? why keep fighting? do you believe that you are fighting for something? for more than your survival? Can you tell me what it is? Do you even know? Is it freedom or truth? perhaps peace? could it be for love? Illusions Mr Anderson, Vagaries of perception. Temporary constructs of a

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-20844754513150699032009-05-10T01:31:00.002+08:002009-05-10T01:40:01.799+08:00

i was killed tonight.they set me up. that darn customer set me up.now all i have left is 90 bucks.im drinking now. drinking to forget this thing. to think that this customer was so filial to their mother. yet did not come back to foot the bill.they'd jus walk off...jus walk off...yet another failure to add to the long list of mine...brilliant... happy mothers day...

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-10915030096722975592009-05-05T15:56:00.002+08:002009-05-05T16:04:18.740+08:00

OMG.OMFG.WTF?today digged up my FYP team's DMD blog. fracing pissed when i read her blog posts.she have time to play her games at home. then keep complaining that we cannot change the game graphics halfway.frac.then now that she finish drawing her art. she is doing her own portfolio and her own forum drawings.WTF man. we are doing our project and she is having her own fun time slacking.frac u

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-25924961623131136602009-05-02T02:05:00.006+08:002009-05-02T15:10:13.501+08:00

sleepy sleepy eyelids a droopy.tired.today 2 new "recruits" come to sakae T2. Paul and Louis. both not bad.maybe time to write resign letter?need to think it through.somehow i feel like blogging about my childhood life story today as i listen to paint it black by the rolling stones.i was born in 1989, 1 year after my parents got engaged/married(1988). just last year i celebrated their 20 wedding

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-85373077078372344202009-04-29T20:59:00.007+08:002009-04-29T21:25:07.777+08:00

ok lets keep this shit short and sweet.first off computers. ive got a dead desktop lying in my room for 3 years.for 3 fucking years u 2 did nothing to help me get it back to working condition.now sis has gone into JC and u want me to fix it?u guys have to the cash. the capabilities to sent her for OBS Sabah. or overseas learning trip.now u guys dont have to capabilities to get her a laptop?WHAT

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-42296506877811729202009-04-26T02:31:00.002+08:002009-04-26T03:01:48.756+08:00

dont seem tired.perhaps is cos of some things related to heart. perhaps is just that i have nothing to occupy my empty mind now.ytd went to collect a prize from MJR. Friends of Manjusri. received a plague. not very useful though imho.QY. your birthday coming soon. 27th of May. hope u can make it on 26th. just going to get you a simple present.FYP has got 3 more weeks left. progress thus far i'd

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-48172514037142586252009-04-15T13:38:00.002+08:002009-04-16T01:09:29.801+08:00

post mid-project presentation.super angry.df DMD. keep arguing when we ask to change graphics.why cant she just suck it up??? everyones had it tough.endure alittle of hardship wont hurt anymore than it does now.plus im sure the working world would be quite similar so are you just going to argue with ur future boss???frac.pissed off with her.sick of quarrelling with her.just going to do and see

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-15350516694650259422009-04-07T11:54:00.012+08:002009-04-07T18:02:43.553+08:00

something made me rewatch code geass R2 again.still cried even when i watched it the second time.lelouch centered all the hate to himself.all the pain.suffering.anger.hate.all upon himself. hes killed his own parents.his cousin who was his first love.betrayed millions upon millions of people.yet beneath all the vile things he did.he still tried to protect those around him.kallen, suzaku, his

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-60885810181709072542009-04-03T22:18:00.003+08:002009-04-07T11:52:56.290+08:00

crappy day.absolutely crappy beyond words.first i was late.then project had to almost redo close to 65%.not to mention the MCQ questions that my DMD came out with was fracing crappy.then i went AWOL. to go back to my scouts. but ended u being late there as well.frac. i have single handedly butchered my own FYP grades.feel so bad to let my another teammate tank all the damage.

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-9836971590656939062009-04-01T14:30:00.001+08:002009-04-02T10:06:36.494+08:00

PES D.cant believe it. MO have to wait for my kidneys report from SGH. funny thing is the slip indicator didnt reflect my condition.maybe my condition isnt as bad as i think it is.was.5th week of FYP. bogged down. stuck on some stuff. didnt get in for mission darkstar. no matter.DMD still a headache. thinks that she is too childish. keep drawing weird images for game. thinks that its totally

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-43913178993642732222009-03-23T22:16:00.002+08:002009-03-23T23:24:44.444+08:00

Verd ori'shya beskar'gam-warrior is more than armourgot to hand it to the mandalorians.they really have a nice proverbs and all that.nice way of life too. if possible i would want to live like them."Mandalorians don't make threats. We make promises."―Canderous Ordoi wont ask for reasons why you want me to stay.instead i'll ask for reasons you want me to leave.you ask why i im on a hiatus now?

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-38227359657141669042009-03-18T11:07:00.000+08:002009-03-19T14:58:12.088+08:00

what more do i have to say?im tired if it. pissed and tired.solution.simple.not bothering anymore.why for i bother so much.makes me pissed all the more.drawing the lines very clearly now.

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-80867624560717556272009-03-15T23:21:00.004+08:002009-03-15T23:48:05.854+08:00

its the end. no more pain. no more agony.no more nice-guy.ive put a stop it it. no more regular outings with my boys. sick of people using me as an excuse to everything.NO FREAKING MORE.respect. is it really that hard to give?i know sometimes its really hard on my friends just to be around me.what happened over job week to my ventures i was partly at fault.mostly actually.streaming a long string

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-61957228874107320362009-03-12T10:32:00.002+08:002009-03-12T12:16:58.243+08:00

sick.went to see a doctor. says its common flu.been having fever on and off for the past 2 days.felt like crapFYPJ team mates works hard. very hard. too hard.whereas ive slacked.DMD is very worrisome. worries over every small detail. hard to communicate to her.DET partner works too hard. i think i feel this way because i slack too much. memo to self must work harder.now that im sick. nowhere to

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-72864738927546059042009-03-06T09:37:00.003+08:002009-03-09T00:35:27.828+08:00

dear new PLC for Manjusri Red fox Scouts,i think its with great honor that we have you all on board as the new Patrol Leader Council. From now on you all will lead the red Fox Scouts troop to new and greater heights.Bear this in mind, all eyes will be upon you.Uniform groups and other organizations in a perfect world, rank, friendship and kinship can co-exist together.Unfortunately the world we

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-83275712644138566142009-02-21T01:31:00.005+08:002009-02-24T00:01:40.350+08:00

let me analyze myself for a moment....for me i have long ago gave up seeking credit and acclamations.....because for me...no matter how much i prove myself, to my parents i can never and will never ever be the no.1 son they wanted... no matter how hard i try.....all my parents ever had eyes for were for my sister...to me....credit, accolades,acclamations and acknowledgments no longer have any

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-55601763620769410152009-01-17T23:17:00.004+08:002009-01-22T00:43:34.173+08:00

been there for a small scout day demo stall targeted just for ONE degree 15 club members and residents there...overall our booth was quite smooth sailing, performance of the boys was terrible but not unexpected.our even was kind of overshadowed by the volvo ocean race, as today was the only day they are open to the public for the whole day....as such more people flock over to their grounds than

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-39914650822576959322009-01-11T00:44:00.007+08:002009-01-12T19:47:12.528+08:00

denial is not a river in Egypt....its a frigging sea...went out just now...supposed to go for movie outing ended up in the wrong place...not blaming or fussing over that but learned alot today....sat down ate then walk around looking for open movie theaters but to no avail...so we walked from one place to the other talking and joking, eating and drinking....talked about the past funny things

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-54739825198010496542008-12-31T05:18:00.004+08:002009-01-06T09:38:18.135+08:00

a.k.a tomodachi...read a few of my friends blog and realized this word is hang on everyone's mind....been hanging on my mind too....who do you regard as friends?people who have been through thick and thin with you?people who has common interest as you?people who just happen to be there when you need them?people who would drop everything and come to your aid when you need them to anywhere anytime?

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-20413830971207459052008-12-24T08:07:00.004+08:002008-12-25T00:02:19.174+08:00

just came back from sakae sushi BBQmore like a hide from rain over night outingfreaking angry...rain non stopfrom the moment we start firetill the moment i took cab home from thereGRRRRRR!!!!dumb weather...just when i have decided i can have fun and act like a fool for one day the weather denies me of it...and i go back to be the dark and gloomy me....im actually angry at the weather...can you

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-6080919959873223522007-12-11T01:02:00.001+08:002007-12-11T01:04:01.743+08:00

There is no emotion; there is peace. There is no ignorance; there is knowledge. There is no passion; there is serenity. There is no chaos; only harmony. There is no death; there is the Force Jedi are the guardians of peace in the galaxy. Jedi use their powers to defend and protect, never to attack others. Jedi respect all life, in any form. Jedi serve others rather than ruling

ELFHhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01488173588523203922noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2063867642455618272.post-35428642378122524402007-08-08T05:44:00.000+08:002007-08-09T00:42:48.511+08:00

im jus showing these cute girls with sad faces to give u guys an example of how im feeling now.....not much to say here.....jus wondering why do i always end up spending 8th of August all alone.... maybe ive always been alone and i shuld jus keep walking on alone...i have this feeling of someone impaling me with a crude sharp pointed object and gave it a twist......the kinda deja vu i wish i will

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