why mister anderson why why why?

i sometimes ask myself why do i keep trying...


why do i keep getting up and keep fighting... keep trying...



how would u feel if u had tried and tried to do... yet fail and fail over and over and over and over again?



how?


how do you sleep knowing that ur FYP is screwed and u can hardly do it?


how do u get up and go to school each morning knowing that u dunno where to start to work on ur project?


how do u try and tell people to do what they are supposed to do when u know for bloody well sure that they will not do it?


how????







why is it so difficult to try... to try and jus make it through a day without any problems?


i for one didnt choose to have my FYP blow up in my face....

when i push you away... and say, you simply cannot stay here...

its not happening right....


my supervisor said i was taking my own sweet time to do my proj...


ok... fine...


u haven asked abt how i was doing...

u didnt even see the problems i faced....

for some graphics the designer pass me i have to try and load it 9 times...


9 TIMES....


asked why i was doing more work in my last FYP?

simple i have a team mate who can help me when im stuck... now i only got me alone...


then u set such ridiculous datelines...


wtf?


so now u complain?


fuck u... ok like i told u... i will integrate all the art in... but i will not edit them.... then u will see my work... u fucking bitch...

no not good at all...

mid project presentation today...


i think i did the least out of the whole FYP lab... play and do too much dumb stuff in lab le...


and then received a warning letter for being later 14 times and missing for alot of times... and also i missed alot of milestones... but then the milestones are really abit unrealistic le... also dunno if i can say that mah... later get more demerit points...


haiz...



starting tml will have to work 100% liao... if not this FYP gonna fail and then retain summore...



Mr Ng commented my quit function never do properly... hmm... i jus scrape away what i did for the last 6 weeks(which was very little) and then am going to redo my menu everything tml...


projected: i will have to get back to my current prototype state within no more than 3 days if not more warning letters will come my way...


going to put out more hairs from my head le... jus pulled my main menu out and replaced it with a barely working one...


haiz...more hair pulling le...