life and all its mysteries...

life...

its a 1 shot thing, we dont have a second chance, we dont really have much choice regarding the hand that life deals us...

man...

in our age long conquest of all the worldly possessions...

be it fame...

fortune...

or power...

for all the other things that we fight for...

at the end are they all worth dying for?

the 1 thing that we always dont conquer in the end is our health...

dreams...

are worth dying for... so we fight for it...

we fight real hard for it...

but health is the 1 thing that eludes us no matter how hard we fight...

in the end no one can beat life or conquer it...

everyday, every year, every minute...

we age, we grow older...

we are losing out to life...

take my paternal and maternal grandfathers for example...

both of them had alzhemier's...

for my paternal grandfather he was much fortunate... he dont remember where he is but he still remembers his children and grand children...

but for my maternal grandfather hes not that fortunate... he is completely blank... he dont even remember his own children nor does he recognize his favourite grandson...

now he resides at an elderly home... but signs arent too good... he has begun to see things already...

as for me... nothing much... my kidneys are cleared... but i have jus found out that i have hernia...

not too uncomfortable but its possible to be life threatening...

yet we still live on... life dont jus stop here...

we live life as much as well as we can...

we have to continue to fight for what we believe thats worth fighting for, worth dying for...

set a goal...

make a plan...

but every now and then....

stop, take a breath, look around...

and drink it in...

because this is it...

it not easy, its never right, theres always no one to tell us what to do when we get lost...

but this is life...

and it might all be gone tomorrow...