Eddie's Journal, 26th April 2009, 2.30 am

dont seem tired.


perhaps is cos of some things related to heart. perhaps is just that i have nothing to occupy my empty mind now.


ytd went to collect a prize from MJR. Friends of Manjusri. received a plague. not very useful though imho.


QY. your birthday coming soon. 27th of May. hope u can make it on 26th. just going to get you a simple present.


FYP has got 3 more weeks left. progress thus far i'd say 70% at most. still have to throw in a random function. now everyday when i enter the lab i look forward to going out. should reformat that line of thought.


next 3 weeks on sat will be very empty of activities. sec school having MYE. all CCAs on hold. meaning no scouts meeting for 3 weeks. 3 weeks to get my uniform done nicely. still haven got around to putting my nametag onto my uniform.


anyway congrats to TW. got ur woodbagde alrdy. nice one dude. wanted to get one but will have to see how. might not have time to commit.


was thinking perhaps its time to setup our campfire committee for next years campfire. will have to put more thought and action behind the scenes. alot. cos it coincides with 100 years of scouting in SG next year.Coincidence as our theme next campfire? hmm. need flow of ideas.


looking forward to the abseilling session in MJR in a few weeks time.then have a legimitate reason to throw myself off a building and let gravity do the work.


sat no activities means might end up committing more time to Sakae T2. dunno if it will be good or bad.standard has been dropping. no more up to std svc crew left. not so good relations with quite alot of people there. perhaps its time to go? hmm. illusions perhaps.


arriving at problems. things on the venture front dont seem so good either. but im not to judge. perhaps we all should take a different approach to things? just an observation.


scouts side things are shaping up nicely. new SPL new PLC. almost self-run. almost. perhaps i should point out a flaw in our system. we built then system to be self-sustained. so that in the event that no one comes back and help out. they can still continue. flaw is. if we were to let them loose too much. then we ourselves as leaders our power will diminish. hence forth from time to time we have to grab the reins back and do somethings ourselves. but thats how i perceive the system now. go draw your own conclusions.


hmm. just yesterday Mr Khaw commented to me. the scouts enjoy being punished by me. i wonder if its a good thing or a bad thing. i saw for myself ytd. they dont seem to listen when i talk to them in a normal tone. i'll have to scream at them then they'll get it that im serious. will have to work on that.


feels alittle weird for my blog entries to be so shallow and not about my own emotions. hmm. perhaps its cos im not thinking of my personal thing for the moment? but then again not alot of things are happening to me now so nothing much to talk now.ha.


ok better finish off at a high note. before my "mood-swing" comes again.lol. anyway gotta work at 11 am.